march 9, 2020 at 11:28 pm

march 9, 2020 at 11:28 pm 
 i miss my childhood. i miss when everything wasn't so overcomplicated and stressful. I was looking at a picture of me as a child today and I felt a strange longing for the simple happiness I felt then. don't get me wrong, I don't have a bad life or anything but I just miss the way things were before... they were just better. Happiness just came from simple things, and it wasn't a complicated feeling that was conditional, I just felt happy. I felt that as I've grown up, I have lived through things that have brought down my happiness a lot, and I just think that its sad how sometimes the things that happen in your life affect you to the point where you sort of become a different person. I get sad thinking about how the little girl who was always so carefree and joyous has grown into a person who is constantly upset and stressed out by life. I miss my innocence. the innocence that I enjoyed so much during my childhood years and is now a distant memory.