growth.
hello,
so yes some time has past and i haven't really written, and i am definitely planning on getting back on here and writing more often because its something i really enjoy. so i officially finished high school and it feels really surreal to think that i really did it, i've really gotten to this point. all the hard work and struggles have paid off, because i'm done and going to college which is something that gives me so much peace. there were moments during high school when i didn't know if i was going to make it, so being at this point really means a lot to me. even though we are still going through a global health pandemic, my school decided to have a graduation parade for my entire class, and it was so nice to have a (semi) proper goodbye. it was so nice to have some sort of celebration to honor all the years of hard work, and it was super nice to see and wave at my friends from the car. i will admit that i did get emotional because its just insane to think that this chapter of my life is coming to an end. all the hard work, all the moments that i've spent in that school are now going to be memories, moments of the past, and that in itself is crazy.
i did a lot of growing during my high school years, i truly feel like i walked into high school as a completely different person, and i am honestly very proud of the evolution that i've had over the past 4 years. i have grown into myself, and even though i know there is room to grow, because there is always room to grow, i think that the growth that i have gone through over the years has been beautiful.
i was really thinking about the concept of growth today. i remembered that around this time 3 years ago, i lost all of my close friends at the time due to some issues that happened, and it really messed up for some time. it made me not want to trust anyone for a long time, and really made me feel bad about myself. but as time passed and i started to discover more about myself and define my worth, i realized that those were not the people for me, they weren't true friends anymore, and in order to truly go through growth, i had to go through that pain of losing friends who were once very close to. i don't have any hate towards them, but i now understand that my time with them just had to come to an end. and that's okay, because i am happy with the people i have in my life now, people who i feel i am more aligned to in this point of my life, and who knows what the future will hold for me but i understand now that sometimes growth hurts, but it always has a lesson.
these are some thoughts that were floating around my head at 1:30am. as i am writing this blog i have been listening to 'married life' from UP, slowed down on repeat. helps with the reminiscent feeling that i have right now.
much love always,
dani
so yes some time has past and i haven't really written, and i am definitely planning on getting back on here and writing more often because its something i really enjoy. so i officially finished high school and it feels really surreal to think that i really did it, i've really gotten to this point. all the hard work and struggles have paid off, because i'm done and going to college which is something that gives me so much peace. there were moments during high school when i didn't know if i was going to make it, so being at this point really means a lot to me. even though we are still going through a global health pandemic, my school decided to have a graduation parade for my entire class, and it was so nice to have a (semi) proper goodbye. it was so nice to have some sort of celebration to honor all the years of hard work, and it was super nice to see and wave at my friends from the car. i will admit that i did get emotional because its just insane to think that this chapter of my life is coming to an end. all the hard work, all the moments that i've spent in that school are now going to be memories, moments of the past, and that in itself is crazy.
i did a lot of growing during my high school years, i truly feel like i walked into high school as a completely different person, and i am honestly very proud of the evolution that i've had over the past 4 years. i have grown into myself, and even though i know there is room to grow, because there is always room to grow, i think that the growth that i have gone through over the years has been beautiful.
i was really thinking about the concept of growth today. i remembered that around this time 3 years ago, i lost all of my close friends at the time due to some issues that happened, and it really messed up for some time. it made me not want to trust anyone for a long time, and really made me feel bad about myself. but as time passed and i started to discover more about myself and define my worth, i realized that those were not the people for me, they weren't true friends anymore, and in order to truly go through growth, i had to go through that pain of losing friends who were once very close to. i don't have any hate towards them, but i now understand that my time with them just had to come to an end. and that's okay, because i am happy with the people i have in my life now, people who i feel i am more aligned to in this point of my life, and who knows what the future will hold for me but i understand now that sometimes growth hurts, but it always has a lesson.
these are some thoughts that were floating around my head at 1:30am. as i am writing this blog i have been listening to 'married life' from UP, slowed down on repeat. helps with the reminiscent feeling that i have right now.
much love always,
dani
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